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she sleeps around 1 am everyday, wakes up at 5am to do her daily devotion and Bible reading.
morning cleaning duty comes after that, then half an hour jogging to Botanic Garden.
Breakfast, shower and make up.
Then her day "starts".

Reading assignments,
Theology papers,
Sermon assignments,
Harmony homework,
Classes,
Ear training and conducting self-practice,
Music Lessons,
Chapels,
Student Council meetings and tasks,
Duties required for scholarship, 4 hours a week,
also need to practice for music lessons too!! hmm..say, 2-3 hours per day.
must practice for church ministry also! practice their choral songs, congregation songs.

Suddenly out of nowhere someone came to her life.
what?? extra time for listening to your problems?
extra time to help you with your songs?
extra time to rehearse your songs?
I almost don't have time for myself!
Can't you see I'm very busy that I can't even breathe?

no judgments made.
simply wondering if her Bible is different with mine.
or perhaps it's just a "clash" of perspective?

a decision.

it's never an easy decision...
after so much time, emotion, and energy consumed, a difficult decision has to be made.
many things could be learned from the past,and somehow I hope have gained some growth in me.


here I am.
alone yet not lonely.
single yet contented.
no regret, only Praise the Lord.

"I know that you can do all things;
no plans of yours can be thwarted."
Job 42:1